| yeah, I already thinking back to me and him. When we were young and dumb!
yeah i miss you Dang. I miss you alot. I saw you with your wife the other day
it hurts to see that you are with someone esle even married to her and not me.
and i'm stuck here crying myself to sleep every night trying to get things out of my mind
with this other guy. A guy i wished I loved as much as I loved you! If you can hear me
help me get through this........I can't do it anymore.....
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| Life hasn't been the greatest at this point but im still living on.... |
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| sigh i can't say it....something's bothering me and i don't know what do say..
I NEED A REAL MAN....A SOULJAH WHO CAN STAND FOR ME. |
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| I know. I know. It's wrong. But i really love him. I don't know if he notice at all. He's not the same guy i use to know. He's just acting just like AEM. And that kills me even more. But i had bad chest pain yesturday night crying. Ser is always there when im crying. Thank you. =) |
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| Well, it's the same o thing going on today. Just work and thats about it. I went to my cousin's house today. It was really boring but i met new people LOL *WINK* yeah well they were are really nice i never new i have such FINE COUSINS LOL kidding they were cool. Well, I see he's only happy when he feel's like being happy, but when it comes to being MEAN to me he's like a DEVIl. I just hate that. I didn't even say shit to him when he called me to say goodnight. What the fcuk...it's all good though. I tell Ser tomorrow about it. But then yeah, im bored i wasn't even sleeping when he called so i really careless. But then im out all next week so im pretty much good. But damn, i miss DA DANG. I wish he knew all about what's happen right now...He would be madd. But' its all good. I don't know where he is anyways. =) oh yeah Aug 26th me and his sister's and Liva are going to have a girlfriend/boyfriend thing going on in Brooklyn so i wont be home for the weekend. LOL YAY! finally OUT AGAIN. Oh, yeah Ser also asked me to go camping with him and his brothers but..i don't know should i go..Ser don't know what he really wants ahaha LAMO =) he's too goofy, But then talking to Liva made me think about everything...I feel as i am wasting my time with someone younger then me..Why am i doing this to myself. Really it's no ones fault it's me i took the chance with this and im just making it hurt me more then anything when it doesnt even hurt but i make it hurt. So, i guess....things just wont go good for this month i hope that next month when school comes i wouldn't be soo down and all. Humm,, talking about this i wonder how that DEVIL MADE BITCH is doing? EWWY i can't believe OMG yeah you know..EWWY GROSS! but yeah anyways...im bored tired so imma head to bed arite. TK. Good nighty! =)--<3KDY |
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